Listen, I know we have a million imperfections. No one is perfect. I try to fight the devil and ignore the "words" of others, especially the bitter ones. However, I find myself getting totally out of character and stooping to their level. I've been trying to figure out for 25 years, how to let go and be the bigger person-yet my gosh is it difficult!
This year alone I was tested and tempted, I reacted to a "post" she made on Facebook, slandering my LO. At first, I laughed about it and sent it to some friends, who also chuckled. Then I became angry and questioned "how is this my life right now?" Is this woman really that delusional that she created these "events" in her head and now believes them?
I retaliated by posting a rebuttal, which isn't something I typically do. I took it down the next day after realizing these aren't normal people I am dealing with. Like why am I wasting any time on these individuals? I do that and I am no different than they are, and I pride myself being unique and a God-fearing woman. Yes, I make mistakes and sin-but at the end of the day I talk to God and ask for forgiveness. I ask him to take the hurt, anger, and bitterness from me. Know what he does? He wakes me up the next day and guides me into making different choices.
I've been mocked, made fun of, and harassed by this woman. She is so desperate that she didn't realize EXTORTION was a federal offense. She has no idea how strong my army is. She has no clue that MY GOD prevails all. At first, I was mad at her, but now, now I feel sorry for her. Waking up every morning filled with that much hate has to be exhausting.
You have to be a sick woman to be so vindictive and spiteful. To play victim and create stories that destroy the lives of your flesh and blood. The lies that flow so smoothly out of your mouth, is alarming. It is truly scary to watch and see. I've been told things, but I often gave you the benefit of the doubt. After witnessing firsthand your behavior, it truly makes me wonder whether or not you're a SOCIOPATH!
There's a lot of damage I could have done in the last two months, hurt a lot of people, destroyed a lot of lives. I could have exposed you for the woman you are, but I choose not to. My God doesn't like U.G.L.Y. What's done in darkness always comes to light. For that reason, I will continue to pray for you. I pray you have peace over the damage you've caused. I pray you have comfort knowing you've destroyed the lives of many. I pray you have strength when your lies become exposed, and people start to see you for who you are. The truth is coming and it's going to rock your whole world.
"I tried to win this war I confess, my hands are weary I need your rest, mighty warrior king of the fight no matter what I face you're by MY side."
"You are my strength and comfort you are my steady hand; you are my firm foundation the rock on which I stand. Your ways are always higher, your plans are always good. there's not a place where I'll go you've not already stood".
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