I've said this before, and I'll say it again. I don't know why people feel the need to "play" me. I don't know if it's because I'm a female or they assume I'm uneducated. I mean, I'm not a genius but I'm not a complete moron.
When I'm determined to find the truth, I'll do whatever I can to get the information I need. Within reason, of course.
The last year I have uncovered information that leads me to believe John and I have been played over the last three years. When someone pointed it out months ago, I said "no way". I, do what I do and make excuses for other people and their behavior.
It wasn't until I found out more information and couldn't confront those people that lead me to believe I am without a doubt getting played.
I am loyal to a fault and brutally honest. Most people can't handle it, and I should probably tone it down. However, being authentic is what makes my personality. I don't see a need to change to keep from hurting someone's feelings. I shouldn't have to apologize for being unique.
You know what's comical. The more people that hate and doubt me, the harder I work. The more determined I am to prove them wrong. It fuels the fire. While it's exhausting most days, I should be grateful for these people. They literally motivate me to be better, do more, and fight harder. I bet they don't even know it.
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